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Can’t sleep, feeling rather restless, thought I’d blog an entry.

Kinda coming outta my shell again after that mini debacle all thanks to afew people for their pick me ups, antidotes and concerns, thanks guys, really appreciate it.

As for what brought on this bout of self pity? As usual I guess I was getthing ahead of myself, so what’s new eh? But what I felt during these past few days was as though I was staring into a blank space of eternity, that feeling of which it seemed that throughout my whole life I won’t achieve anything, and that I would have an extra something to proof.

But this episode I guess it did make me realize that life isn’t really a straight road, of course and it is definitely not, but I think when you’re sorta in that moment where you’re in control you do feel like nothing will go wrong.

It has also made me realize that everytghing is in my own hands, no one is asking me to do anything that I don’t wish to, and that this tiny speck in my whole life to come I reckon would leave me in good step as to where I would want my life to lead and become.