Not Really Here

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Hmm... this is going to be one morbid entry, not that I'm contemplating suicide or anything .. well, it would be somewhat selfish brave and also gutless to some to that being the final answer to solve all problems and create a whole lot more. Anyways, not to stray away fomr the topic at hand...

Well, did say that this would be kinda twisted. I finally caugfght the ending of vanilla Sky and I do admit that I do conclude that it did not make sense to me what so ever, it was the most confusing 2 hour plus watching amovie time in my life as fair as I can remember.

This notion then dawn uponed me, what would it be like to observe your whole life's jpurney? ya know, liek one of those neat life experiences where the grim reaper is your guide but you're not able to continue your life after this near death life changing scenario? Well, I guess it would be like the Truman show or or just an eternal soul surfing trip.

Or like the movie itslef, be bored of your life at this moment, become fron like a popsicle and true your sub-conscious alter your whole life thatwould be ahead of you, after waking up afew centuries later....

Well, I'm thinkning the consequences of such would be adversive and it eould probably take a millenia or so to explain it.. don't play God I guess??

Well, I did say that it was morbid, twisted and utter jibberish ....