Goodbye

”Did I disappoint you or let you down? … You touched my heart you touched my soul ... You changed my life and all my goals … I've kissed your lips and held your head … I know you well, I know your smell ... I am a dreamer but when I wake, You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take. And as you move on, remember me, Remember us and all we used to be. I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile. I've watched you sleeping for a while… I'd spend a lifetime with you. I know your fears and you know mine. We've had our doubts but now we're fine, And I love you, I swear that's true ... And I still hold your hand in mine. In mine when I'm asleep. And I will bare my soul in time, When I'm kneeling at your feet. Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me. I'm so hollow….”

Raw emotion, just oure uncontrollable human emotion, something that can’t be managed nor kept. There is, and never was a good time to begin with, at times I wished it never came to this, but it did. I thought I’d be stronger, but the mind can’t contirl the actions of the heart, to which it had to come to this.

Such is the deck of cards being dealt.