A New Dawn?

Friday, 6th October 2006 @ 11 a.m., a new dawn might just be in the horizon for me. There’s s ense of nervous anticipation enveloping in me for one simple reason…

I have no idea what door my dad has opened for me.

Not that I am ungrateful to people for lending me a hand, I won’t look a gift horse in the mouth. The fact is I’m way in the dark on this. Although I am relief that something has come up, as my self inflicted foray into mental torture has been well documeneted.

If you haven’t got your brains around as to decifer what I’ve been trying to say, is that come Friday I’ve got a ‘discussion’ for the opportunity of a job position in an energy consultancy firm. Indeed, it was put to me that casually which kinda freaked me.

For me not labeling this an interview is for the fact that I got this opportunity through his leisurely round of golf, and I guess this topic of me being unemployed came from the usual banter of pepople who have made it would be talking about in a round a golf; everyday stuff, but that’s just me guessing.

The post? I frankly have no idea, what I have heard would be sketchy murmurings of a research position or something along those lines, and even the thoughts of this or whatever other position that he feels I am capable of has already got me thinking of the worst case scenerio that could happen.

But for fuck sakes man! I’m a boody graduate, I've come this far already! It’s not as though I’m going be translating greek or something, just gotta roll with the punches..

Or you’ll never know where this may lead to….