Once more... with feeling...

“I may be surrounded by, a million people but I feel all alone, I wanna go home….”

Am starting to miss home abit, but have decided to stay here during the 2 week break, since it’s my last sem here, might as well. Might sound abit weird but I think the less I talk to people back home the less I miss it?? Nonetheless it’s still good to hear from peps back hiome….

Had a somewhat bad day, think I woke up on the wrongside of the bed today and ther have been lots of thoughts colliding into each each otherinside my noggin .. so…

Yes, it’s the reoccurring emo, rant and rave, bitch talking entry once again. And again, it’s everything and anything all rolled into one big balloon, just waiting for someone or something to snap it, and yea .. I was this close to snapping…

So where to begin? Well, for starters, this has been erking me for quite awhile and I guess I should just let it all out before my friends get sick of hearing this coming from my piehole.

I think I’ve been here for like 2 years already and have finally noticed something about the Caucasian students, which would be the aussies, no offense to anybody reading this but I’m stating this out of observing…. In general of course,,,,

The fact of the matter is.. THEY DON’T KNOW WHEN TO SHUT THE DARK UP… Seriously, the tuts and lects that I’ve been to, they ask some of the most rhetorical and redundant questions that take up shitload of time, and if one person asked a question, another idiot would ask the samething, but in another way, just for the sake of talking? Sheesh.. and even if they don’t they asked about something totally out of point, out of topic etc… AND one more thing, tey would go up to a tutor or lecturer and just tal to them about the most mundane topics, like heir lives and shit, and I though Asians were kiasu/kiasi .. and I’ obviously being cynical here, but would you think the academician would give a toss what the fuck your pet ate (believe me that would most likely be mentioned and probably has )??

That out.. now I’m going to calm down to something more somber.. thanks to those that have heard me out, appreciate it … ;o) … I hate it when this shit happens and I don’t why it always happens around me but I wish people would just live and let live, it’s none of my business and I don’t wanna get involved, and I don’t want to or wish to choose sides either ….