Inevitable

It’s times like these when I think there’s no point in trying.

In my case attempting to stand on my two feet, without the assistance of a rail or a lift. This attempted stance of independence has left me feeling at this point, as though I’m dragging myself to the ground.

And then there was, this initial zeal and zest, of saying that the world is mine for the conquering so beware! Which I guess it would be the case when it comes to pastures new.

But I fyess when time passes, it really does eat on you, as everyone else moves along with it, and you’re standing there like someone flicked a pause button your life. And as human nature would come to dictate things, there’s an unnecessary guilt that rears its head, that everything else you do is not meant to be done. And it isn’t exactly your fault either.

But what else can one do if otherwise? Sit at home right now, rot like a wasted being and write a depressing blog entry such as this?

Perhaps...