That's just pride fucking with me...

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I have a disability. As hard as I try to do what a normal person has to do, I am already 50 miles behind to begin with.

The reason why I am saying this? Well, it has to do with my examination that I am supposedly to sit for this Wednesday. It is really a lot of reading and not the type you could smoke your way through.

I was given the chance to cut through all this bulshit and just say I wanted a deferred take home essay style examination but oh no. Defered: Because the damn unit coordinator didn’t get what I meant by an alternative form of examination and she thought it just be extra time and all that bullshit, gawd.

Oh no: Because it was my pride and ego I guess that said that I could do a normal paper but it’s virtually impossible for me (my eye that is) to hold steady without flickering while reading. Well, to me I always thought that doing a take home essay would be a copout, an excuse that I do have a aproblem, but I would have to face the truth now dead straight.

Well, and to be truthful, a take home examination dies make you ubderstand and learn more stuff…..

Another ting to worry about …. Argh….