3 months on ... thanx ...

Can't think of a sublect title.. why do my thoughts need a classifivation anyways? ....

Anyways, was just thinking about stuff as I normally do in my naturally stoned out manner...

Seems to be a forethought seeing that it's almost been like 3months already but it id dawn upon me that I didn't say thanks to all those peps that came to the soiree (yea right.. hahah) that I threw before I wnt down under. Hmm.. well... don't think thanks would be theoperative word to use but I was quite touched (?? .. awww) and appreciate that all you peps couls make it that night, hope it was off the hook for you people, pity that some couldn't come. Thanks esecially to those that came earlier to help, or days earlier to be precise .. ;o)

Well, was kinda wary initially about throwing a big bash as well, would be kinda mingle and stuff, but yea everything turned out a-okay: The house wasn't trashed, the cars didn't end up in the pool, no one was thrown in and neither was I ... WHY??!! ..signs of maturity?? .. oh yea.. did it on a budget as well... hehe won't be a whinger and say .. tis bad enough .. hah

The adtermath wasn't that bad, wasn't an apocalyptic of a mess as I thought .. wouldn't be with the cleaning crew that I have... was kinda dead after the whole thing, walking up and down the length of the patio for like a dozen times or so, well at least it did give someyou guys lots of time to talk behind my back while i was still there .. ;P

Pity that I didn't take that many pics, and those that did were kinda dodgy.I did, however,come across one clip that Chrystal,Darryl, Kev n Ally were in ,, captured the moment.. good times... ;)

Am planning another one when I get back..samller one of course .. and yea..it ain't gonna be free.... you think what???

'party animal'

You must hink I'm joking but yesterday night was only the 2nd time that I had a night on the town since I got here .. yup, damn right .. I've been deprived.. well..at least in my case and with my situation that I don't go out just for the sake of going out ... afterall, company's more importanat above anything else .. could be stuck in a mute asylum and things will still end up being off the hook (no offence to anyone, juststating the point.)

But the level of 'fun' came to a rather sour end, YOU DO NOT promise people that you're gonna bring something at 4 a.m. in the morning and don't turn up aite, but all is forgiven at the moment at least. And who the hell would call themselves a deejay when all they do is just switch Cds? .. sheesh..

On a opic somewhat related to thisand has nothing to do with the people I'm closely associated with, I finally realise what a jackass I sounded when I initially discovered the first steps to adulthood, what every teenaged adolscent kid would would, if they are inclined that way, would do in Singapore when they reach the ripe ol' age of 18 ... discovering thewonders of nightlife.

Think I'm speaking from experience the; the stupid and sometimes embarassing stuff tat I got myself into when I've had one tipple to many, that it would be rather immature, and somewhat annoying to go on about how much one can drink before passing out or having no damn idea what mystical deomnstrations that the person may conjure up in that drunken stupah. Although it is rather hiarious to compare notes with other people on how stupid and embarssed we felt and the major hangover as a consequence. Ah the joys of growing up. In the end it alls boils down togood company and whatcha state or mind is at that time.

gonna be the day of the living dead tomorrow morning, cycadian rythmn's so damn scrwed up ... *muttering*

friends

Found this on my com .. was to pass National Education if ya believed it .. still I meant what I wrote…

As defined in the dictionary, a friend is a person whom one knows, likes, and trusts. A person whom one knows; an acquaintance, a person with whom one is allied in a struggle for a cause. A comrade; one who supports, sympathizes with, or patronizes a group, cause, or movement. While friendship is defined as the quality or bonding of friends.

These two definitions are true in my point of view. Friends come in all shape and sizes; Tall ones, short ones, same age friends, friends of the same sex, friends with religious beliefs, friends who would be damned to hell as they put it, friends of the opposite sex, the list goes on.

At first, one’s appearance may seem an important trait when ‘looking’ for a friend. Well, it is true as people generally are drawn to someone initially, but that’s only skin deep.

I’ve had many experiences in making friends. Some of them I may have considered them to be friends at first, you know? They’ll ne like your best buddy in the world, agree with you on everything, do stuff together, hangout together, like peas in a pod. Eventually, you’ll be able to see, and it’s rather transparent and obvious, that they weren’t really there to make friends with you for you are, but rather manipulate you into letting them use you and what you may have. You would think at first that by doing this, you’d expect something in return, as it takes two hands to clap, but when it comes to the crunch, they’re never there, to think you’d consider them to be friends in the first place.

Maybe that’s why I’ve become rather cynical to those people that seem so happy all the time, please don’t patronise me and please for gawds sake, get a life.

In my experience, there are those, which you may have the perception that they’re there just to suck the blood out of you, and thus would generally avoid them. But then, through a twist of faith, karma, whatever you might call it, you get to know that particular individual, you’ll realise that person isn’t so bad after all, truly genuine. You may be weary at first, but that individual may have a way in opening you up, and before you know it, you’re good friends.

And of course, there are those whom you’d meet for the first time, and the both of you would instantly click, as though it was written in stone that you were meant to be friends.

I believe that every individual would have a friend that they have known since the beginning of life till the end of it, something along that line. Why I believe in this is that probably because I do have a friend that fits this description and the others as well, it’s true.

A true friend to me would be the kind that you would sit down down anywhere in the world, not uttering a single word for hours and eventually walk away, feeling as though it was the best conversation you’d had. The comfprtable silence. In short, liking that person for whom he or she really is, and not anything else that comes along with him or her.

Miss you guys back home.. c’ya soon .. take care … paace

P.S. … quite lucky to have found the peps here that I regard as friends… ;o)

small small world

Really goes to show how small the world is.
At least in singapore there wouldn't be an excuse for someone not to notice ya .. even if you are out of your hangout spots ... even though I've never bumped into people on the streets back home ... haha .. sad or wuh

But when I came over to the world's deadest place .. man think I came across like 6 poeple that knw me or knew who I am wih out talking to me ever.. that's always the freaky shit .. can't complain though .. ove meeting people new people .. the odder better ...

maybe it's my bad eyesight as well that i don't see people back in singapore .. well.. it is actually .. duh ... or maybe it's because that we are al overseas and we'll see someone familar from back home, hence we tend to band together??? .. wonders of technology as well.. friendster to be precise... hehe

Here I go again

Here I go again ...

now let's not try to mix things up with what my neurotic mind is thinking and what can be writen here legally, after what have happen to my last blog .. haha

First entry.. just a couple of random thoughts..

I'm starting to feel burn out with uni .. maybe it's not what I expected it to be .. it's huge jump form poly i tell ya ... and hopefully I won't spiral into nediocrety .. which I think Iam heading to .. sigh .. what else is there to do ...? .. Guess it would be my fault that I'm in deep .. master of procrastinating afterall ... there is hope yet

.. l... having random spells of homesickness ... and I''ve only been here for like 3 .. months?? .. guess it's my first time away etc .. heh.. ah well.. 2 months and I'll be back ... seriously wonder what I'm gonna do when I get back ... would be a whole new feeling .. miss the family .. miss the friends miss the dogs .. miss the clubbing ... miss the food ... could go on an d on ...

this may sound weird but I'm getting a wee sick of my music.. yea.. 300 cds and i can't find something to soothe the savage beast (??!!) .. think i'm just whinging for the sake of it .. haha

ah well.. think I gotta start doing some work .. well.. is due on friday .. (you fink) .. can sleep slightly easier on the weekend.. wonder what's going to happen ...