Today

Just a day by the pool....

hah!

HTML LINK ... like duh!!! .. thanks again Dames....

NOting much happening these days, though I would like to gloat about Man Utd's win over Liverpool - IN YOUR FACE!!! HAHAHAHAHA!!!! What made it more sweeter was the fact that it was at the very last minute, and that eveyone was sure that Liverfools would win, so who's eting humble pie now jack?!!

er-herm, as you can tell I'm a very impartial fan, but no one's a saint these days ....

Has a good meal today at Sistina, with good company at that, strabge that Da Paolo was closed though ....

And behold, the ang moh appears, and I though he pulled a fast one at that.... hah! .. and as always, a visit would leave me slightly intoxicated at that... so CHEERS MATEY!!

uh huh?

Now Listening: The Doors - Riders on The Storm

Ok, trying to see if i can get background music on y blog, am tryiong it now, hence this entry, Thanks Dames.

Noting much happening of late, been rather quiet on the homefromt, though a certain friend of mine is suppose to be putting up at the Hyatt for the next few days, apparently he's gone AWOL and pretty soon the frontdesk would start to think that afew marbles short... so where the fuck are yer Mr Herald?

ok

Now Playing: Norah jones – Don’t Know Why

Can’t sleep, feeling rather restless, thought I’d blog an entry.

Kinda coming outta my shell again after that mini debacle all thanks to afew people for their pick me ups, antidotes and concerns, thanks guys, really appreciate it.

As for what brought on this bout of self pity? As usual I guess I was getthing ahead of myself, so what’s new eh? But what I felt during these past few days was as though I was staring into a blank space of eternity, that feeling of which it seemed that throughout my whole life I won’t achieve anything, and that I would have an extra something to proof.

But this episode I guess it did make me realize that life isn’t really a straight road, of course and it is definitely not, but I think when you’re sorta in that moment where you’re in control you do feel like nothing will go wrong.

It has also made me realize that everytghing is in my own hands, no one is asking me to do anything that I don’t wish to, and that this tiny speck in my whole life to come I reckon would leave me in good step as to where I would want my life to lead and become.

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Now Playing: Oasis – Whatever

Back at home.

I’m feeling at a lost right now
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Have this feeling in my head that I have let everyone down.

I wanted this so badly.

I thought I could achieve something out of this.

But the end product is this.

Something to Say

Now Playing: Jamie Callum – Mind Tricks

Note: Today is the day I end my attachment, with thesimple reason that there is absolutely notihng to do and I feel so paiseh (paiseh) sitting here doing nothing.

IN other news, really, was listening to News Radio 93.8’s talk back show yesterday morning. The topic of which was the discussion of the mock terrorist attack. Yea, even this exercise was newsworthy enough for it to be on the BBC World Service news. The exercise, which was planned but too where it would happened was not dispensed to the public for obvious shock and spontaneity value. Well, fyi it occurred in the wee hours of Sunday morning at acouple of bus terminals and MRT stations.

Well, the jist of my entry is just the reactions of some of the commuter’s who were caught in the so called chaos of the exercise. Some of these comments reaffirms my convictions that most Singaporeans are simply ignorant and just selfish.

One comment, coming out of an 18 year old self- centered idiot went something along the lines of I don’t know why they have to this exercise om this station and I think it is a total inconvenience to me. Erm, hello?? I don’t know whether you’ve ever stepped outta Toa Payoh,

Another one was this from what it sounded like, the typical auntie type that lamented she was half an hour late for her church service and that she should have been notified a day earlier to avoid this inconvenience, To which the newscater remarked I’m sure the terrorist would notify you about when they’d be plotthing an attack.

There were a couple of more comments said mentioned by those who were caught in the exercise, some of which were positive, but these 2 comments as mentioned above really irks as to how (O’m lost for words) Singaporeans can be. If I’ may sound abit loco we aren’t living in a bubble anymore, being prepared is better than not, that would common sense. I guess some Singaporeans simply just don’t possess it.

Update

Now Playing: Seal – Kiss By a Rose

Been awhile since I’ve wrote something worthwhile. As usual I’m writing cos there’s noting really to do at this moment. To fill ya’all in, I’ve taken up a self imposed attachment/internship, don’t ask what compelled me to do so, it could be that I’m preparing myself for working life but really, I couldn’t see myself rotting athime for the month of hanuary and I guess that’s as long as I can take. Well, I’m only at the first day of the second week and I’m already counting down the days.

It’s always not what you wished for, but I’l say it again and again, I guess you gotta start somewhere, where people would dump you the stuff they don’t really wanna do and also stuff that is rather nothing to them and that the low;y intern is allow to fuck it up.

Well, it is in the same company as where I was when I did my poly attachment, older and more wiser perhaps, but ther is only this slght temptation to slack it off and keng, or be it here’s this appreciation cos this is a favour afterall.

14 days and counting…

Also, I think if I start working I’d be looking for something more new school, the corporate culture here, from what I can tell is rather rigid and structured, management is oyramid and noot really horizontal, and I guess I need to be in a smaller firm as well….

One more point, rather ching chong the environment here, no offense to the people here but you’ve got spme ignoramus people talking about me in mandarin, like hello?? We’re in Singapore, some people would know more than one language… sheesh ….

Nu

Now Playing: Paul can Dyk - For An Angel

Here's just wishing eveyone a good '06! Hope that everything transpires to what it should be and that everything will fall into place/ And that the world would sort itself out and live as a one religion, race and ethnicticity ...

Peace