Domino Effect of Thoughts
This is how I’’m going to start this entry as I think it’s the best way. It may be an entry about at all, or it maybe that of something ‘deep.
In all, as the title would suggest, it’s domino effect of thoughts that sort of rolled up into this entry, which was triggered by just the mundane (in the bigger picture of things) of everfay life, like conversations, encounters, situations etc, and probably the madness of waking up at this hour, that compeled me to write this.
Woke up early ib Friday as seemed to be the norm these past few weeks, from a ver good sleep (9 hours in fact, with a break of 3 hours when I was enticed to go clubbing at like 1 a.m.). hhad my dinner/breakfast, did my tri-weekly ritual of weights, and afterthat, the elements of this entry starts.
Had earlier in the week rranged to have lunch with Yum, which most people that are in the know, is a fellow food nut. So we had a late one at Vis a vis, which I’ll plug right now. It’s located at Bukit Timah, the shop houses next to the parking lots, across the road from Beauty World. Fine French cuisine.
I stress on the word fine. And plus for $20.00++ for set lunch, it was well worth it: For lunch it was Pumplin Soup, An excellent Sirloin, A coconut pancake which had no traces of that whats so ever as I detest that fruit, and of course coffee (thanks again).
Well, had the usual comverstaions that would be done during a meal, abit of catching up, whats going on blah blah, the usual stuff, and frankly, none of our bee’s wax. But skimming the surfacem tere were quiteafew parallels that I could draw upon from Yum. Skimming on the surface as I said as anything else would be coming across as sounding conceited and other unpleasantries.
That was that, so when back home and mucked around infront of the comp, and by chance just started to have a casual conversation with Evan. Yes, the Light jedi himself. Again I shant divuldge much form this. In some sense it did make look at somethings form a different perspective.
So, in the same time was having an on and off conversation with Kevin, nothing really to say again on this part, but was sort of the catalyst that mad me write this, which I shall attempt to translate the crux of what is occupyinig my homosephian harddisk:
It’’s funny how people would define in their life’s, what would be a priority in their lives, even if they do know that in the end it’ll lead them to nowhere. Just for that moment, they have that moment of euphoria and adrenalin that most human’s would want in life.
Now in my over sometimes, rational and over thought mind, I sometimes wonder is this all worth it? I know we all don’t preactise what we preach, but it’s always good to come across people that are similar ro yours and, this might sound abit mental, evern though they’re similar to you, the would be in a different state of mind, in terms of needs, wants, drive, ambition.
"Success isa a journey, not a destination. I have this desire and belief in that I can achieve, and that obstacles are meant to be met and surpassed, which I feel that I have done so far in the situations to which I have encountered and been." says I.
These everyday occurances when it all rolls up, does make me wonder about my perspective amd my center of balance I guess?
Yes, fucking dry. Will be a drone of society on my next entry .. a smart arse as well ... hold our breath,,,
posted by pos @ 06:48
